..can't write

..i can't write..:(( i know i gotta focus..and i'm trying so hard to focus right now...but no matter how hard i try all my efforts seem insufficient...my head hurts..my eyes are kind'a sore..i wish i knew how to keep my thoughts in just one direction - work..

..a lot of things are running in my mind right now..things that i should stay clear of for the time being...i gotta focus...my brain's starting to give up on me...my physical energy is at the top..but my mental energy is at its lowest...

..i have to think straight...or else!....