..regret

..regret comes in different shapes and sizes (just like some auto parts and accessories)..i just hope that the regret that's about to come to me isn't in the form of something that i've been scared of for the past year...

don't let go too soon, don't hold on for too long..

i read a blog post titled hang on..actually the next three paragraphs you are going to read is the comment i posted there..i just had to respond or comment on that post..especially on the line don't let go too soon, but don't hold on for too long...when is it too long, and when is it too soon?

..i don't think you'll ever know when it's too soon or too long...coz when you love someone often times you are blinded by that love...and of course you'll hold on as long as you can..no matter how painful things, issues, and words are starting to grow..maybe you'll only realize that you've been holding on for too long when you've already let the other person go..when you've finally and totally moved on..looking back at the past will make you see a lot of things..especially the things that you didn't see before...

and you'll never know that it's too soon until you feel the regret of letting the other person go..and realizing that there was somehow a big potential between the two of you..if only you didn't let him go..if only you fought for whatever it is that you feel for that person...

never be afraid to take risks..whether it be a risk of letting go or holding on...risks and regrets come hand in hand..but you won't feel so much regret if you enjoyed taking that certain risk...if taking that risk has somehow made your life worth living...

..can't write

..i can't write..:(( i know i gotta focus..and i'm trying so hard to focus right now...but no matter how hard i try all my efforts seem insufficient...my head hurts..my eyes are kind'a sore..i wish i knew how to keep my thoughts in just one direction - work..

..a lot of things are running in my mind right now..things that i should stay clear of for the time being...i gotta focus...my brain's starting to give up on me...my physical energy is at the top..but my mental energy is at its lowest...

..i have to think straight...or else!....

..need time..

..today was such a bad day...if only i could just run away and hide somewhere...somewhere no one can see me...somewhere i can be alone...a place where i can sob and cry all i want...a lot of disappointments came my way today..and one of them is a little too heavy to bear..i wanna clear myself of everything around me..and i mean EVERYTHING!..i will face all of these..but i need some time off before i do...